"I am the wisest man alive, for I know one thing, and that is that I know nothing." ~Socrates

Everything going on in the world has made me so sad...The past couple of weeks have caused me to not see light in anything. I'm down, far from out but down none the less. I truly feel there isn't much time left and I'm forced to spend it working for the man to pay the man so that the man can make more rules on how my life is lived.
It's all very frustrating, knowing what's coming and not being able to make people see what I see. I try. I try very hard.
I used to get excited about a red cardinal in my birdhouse. I used to love when the wind would rustle the trees. I can't even be happy about these standby's...sometimes I wish I was cold and heartless, able to not feel everyone and everything around me.
I need a break from worry. Perhaps my next post should be a pleasant memory. Perhaps I need a day in the park.
People advise me to just stop thinking about everything, they just don't understand that there isn't a switch to my emotions. Other people have it, a door they close to the sentiments of their fellow humans, but I don't. I see pain in the world everywhere I turn and it breaks me down.
Man, I am such a bummer.